Sick and Tired

There is nothing worse than trying to be a good mommy when all I want to do is crawl back into bed and sleep for the next 10 hours. I feel like crap! My energy is zapped and it's not like I can take a break and veg on the couch. My sweet little girl wants to play, play, play. "Mommy will you play with me please?" she keeps saying. I count the minutes until my husband comes home so that he can take over, but it never seems to work out that way. It's times like these I wish my mom and sister lived closer. They used to and it was great. I had so much more freedom then. I could run out whenever I needed something or just to get some time alone. Now I can't even find someone to watch J so I can go out to dinner with my hubby. Woe is me!!!